purplemerald

"The maddening feeling of never-ending waiting" Dysfunctional—my current horrid state Brought about by a previous-no-continuously craving feeling Triggered by contemplation of 27, today's date And this I swear, there can be no other feeling more tormenting Ironically, the worst feeling came from the most gentle Like a seed that gentle feeling is Germinates beautifully with the right conditions Forced into dormancy without—there sprouts the maddening feeling of never-ending waiting Once it starts it causes minor system breakdowns You are forced to pause between your readings To do non-tiring replays of his scenes in your

I miss you. I can’t stop thinking about you. It’s like you’re stuck in my head. I think about you everyday. You say you love me And I know you mean it too. But without you here I’m just dead. I walk alone in town and run when I see someone I know. When I get to that one place where it all happened, I just breakdown. My heart isn’t like it was before. I always ask myself “where are you?” and “when will you come back?” I always end up waiting for an answer to come. Nothing came and it just crushed me inside. When you’re not here I feel like I should be dead. When I see couple

Such a fool am I that with only one smile from you my heart to you I lost.

You are my girdle of thorns; every move I make leaves me bleeding, dropping pieces of my singed spirit anywhere I run. You are the coals beneath my feet I cannot escape from the burn of you, my sun.

I miss who you used to be      and I know you miss           who you thought I was; And I know      we both know things will never be as           amazing as they once were;      Though you will try to fix us up with your rough words and      decisive eyes and I will lay down a blanket of gossamer metaphors      to keep our glamour alive. Our affection has died      it's been pol